failed internet connect

wrecked dreams
vague ambitions
all i wanna do is damn play

im tired of people talking to me like i need redemption
talking to me like i need to be back with you
well no, i have had enough of bullshit piling up while you mock my decision

i see you've moved on, im not happy, in fact im not contented
i had this dream, and i think i still pretend that im in it
that im the one that makes you happy, but no.

that's not the circumstances at hand
why?
its simple, an ample belief of the system will lead me nowhere

but the very fact is, i am going nowhere
fuck the system, i am just plain tired of you fooling around
so i wanna see how you are without me, you seem better

this is the fact dear
i need'nt prove anything to anyone not even me
all i wanted to know is, was it real?

well hey it was real, it "is" real
still getting kicked by reality every morning but hey
i think i found my light, plus purpose points for me

you werent there when i needed you
so why expect more from you

note:abi talking to the desktop

(see how insane i became)