deep blue

whenever i try and forget
i always end up feeling regret
all ends i try to meet
yet in the end i find my defeat

my heart yearns for you my love
but my mind has no chemsitry to solve
i thought we'd be together forever
but my fear has gotten me while im sober

i think about you on the side of my bed
your all that's running through my heart and head
it didnt took me the whole century to realize
on how much you have me mesmerized

i'll try and be strong for a while
maybe we'll get farther for more than a mile
who knows if this is good or bad
just dont feel that sad

whenever i try to blend
and for this heartache to mend
your face is reflected in every side
i wish one day we'd collide

my feelings for you are like the ocean
so deep and blue and is in constant motion
it never stays stagnant and boring
for you complete me reassuring

but if this love i feel is real
i'd be back with my goal to seal
and by then you'll have my heart
my first beloved sweetheart

-DCBT/17'09