but all i can do is admire

i admire the blind
for they see beyond what i do
i admire the deaf
for they hear no lies
i admire the mute
for they may feel pain but they are able to keep it all in
i admire the wasted
for they have nothing to worry about

but all i can do is admire

for i am me
and this is where i am
i placed myself in this pedestal
i have to face it everyday
i may not see beyond the usual
but i know that i can help those who cannot see the obvious
i may hear lies, pretends, and great distress
but im not gonna run away from them, i'll be able to do my best to distinguish the necessary evil
i may speak, swear, curse and complain
but i have character to be understanding and forgiving
i do admire them
cos that's all i can do for now.