what now?

where do i go
where do i start
i dont know
well maybe you can help
so what now??

i lost site of everything
well not really everything
but close to it
in fact almost anything

it is pretty hard to actually change
change from someone you've become for someone
to someone you need to be for yourself
it is...hard

i know how to love
i do
just that....
i procrastinated, then it failed.