i think

i want to run away
away as possible from this place
far from everyone i know
far from anyone that i recognize

i made a bucket list
i just want my great escape
if i can find myself a so called home
then i know i should be just fine

but alas
i have no more home
because i chose this path
if i can just run away and forget all this

i want to go somewhere
someone take me somewhere
far from here
i am confused

i know i had it all
where is my all
it's gone
depreciated

i want to go back
but where will i start
i want to look back
but what's to look at

i am depressed
this is depressing
am i depressing?
im mumbling...

i think im gone
will anyone remember me
would anyone still stare
would you look me in the eye. guess not