I shiver in this cold night
Thinking where I’ve gone wrong
My eyes looking for a light
And saw a spark not so long

Crawling, going near the spark
I feel warm inside out
I looked back and it isn’t that dark
And I felt something inside me wants to shout

Hold me close to your heart
Never let me go
Let’s just talk, it’s a start
It might go somewhere we don’t know

Ask and I will be true
Just don’t turn your back on me
Because seeing you will do
I’ll keep on living with a sense of being free

Knowing that you’ll stay
You’re becoming a part of me
Just seeing you everyday
I want to say I’m yours exclusively

in the beggars eye

I walk down the corner of the 33^rd street, I’m just trying to get away from the commotion hoping that it’ll all be done, the noise, the chaos, I just wanted to eat and so I don’t care what’s happening though things running through my head as I hear them shout some things about poverty, food, education and something about kicking the president out, “pshh, poverty, what do they know about being hungry” I murmured, I am but a child with my early age all that they spare to me is pity….

I paused, “yes pity”, then I looked up in the dark cold secluded ally, “this is where I belong, where no one really cares of what happens to any of my kind and to where nobody sees me”, every time people look at me their eyes seem to traverse another direction that it seems they are avoiding even to make an eye contact with me, “I wont bother knowing why, for even I pity myself”….

Slowly reaching the bottom of the garbage can, “aha!, there it is”, looking at the piece of morsel, “I know, you were thrown out because you’re a reject, expired perhaps, but don’t worry I wont disregard you less than the others”, *grins*, as I was eating that bread I looked down and suddenly tears begun to flow, “if only my little voice will be heard beyond all this commotion, then I can tell them to spare me a better left over”, my body shaking, so thin, so innocent, so ignorant, “hah, they throw this words at me, yet they don’t know what it feels, yet they don’t do anything to help me, they all say they fight for something, but I, who have nowhere to go, me, who knows nothing is just another kid, I know I don’t have such knowledge, I know I don’t know why they start those movements, I don’t even know the reason of all this commotion, I just want to eat…”

L|FE L|NE

I have this so called life

And I live it in my so called way

But it’s not so much of my own

For other’s comment on me

Why can’t I be free

From all this allegation

Isn’t it but prompt

That I stay the same way

I have many of a face

Some I show

Some I hide

And other’s have died

For in every day of my life

I live as someone I’m not

Rather as someone they want to see

But now I’m on my own

And there’s no stopping me

I won’t run away to the backdoor

I’d rather be out in the front door

I’m here facing the sun

Walking my road

And I’m on my way

Life is a very short passage

And everything else will take its place

Yes the sunshine

Touching my skin

Nothing more beautiful than that

And now I’ll let everybody know

That I’d rather be out the front door

So old life I say goodbye

And I’ll be on my way.

moping

In this cold dark night

I long for you

You whom I wish to be with

Wondering

Waiting

Hoping

While all my time I kill

Thinking

When will we be ever together

Asking

Why do we have to be so far

In my mind I run this things

In my secluded little imagination

I think that we’re together

Thinking we’ll never part

As the time pass me by

Watch me fade

See my all go down the drain

Stare at me while I stare back

Drenched and abandoned

In this dark corner

A pin drop I hear

And the water leaking from above

Quenching the thirsty abyss

From hereon forth

I commence myself

I’ll wait

My heart beats

My blood flows

Time does no exist

For I am parallel

To this non-existent dimension

I’m here and I’m not

So far yet so close

So clear yet so vague

Nothing is definite

For like me

I ask

When will all this be resolved

Be me

Think like me

But be you

And act like me

Aha!, pretend

I’ve had enough of this

Part by part

Piece by piece

I’m absorbed by this

A dark hole created by my mind

Infinity it reaches

Yet nothingness in the end

Rip me into your will

For I have abandoned myself

I left me in the world unknown

Just to run away

Yes, to runaway from my distress

Give me a reason

That I may live

But for this reason

I die in vain

Give me your life

And I’ll be numb

For it is not mine

Give me your heart

That I may step on it

I’ll make you cry

Give me your meaning

And I’ll wear your mask

For I am in no need to live by my own

Do not explain

Do not ponder

For I

Yes, me, myself

Will always be just

And yet another memory

Free me

And you’ll be damned

Cry for me

And I’ll look down at you

In my death I wish to see no tear

For in your tears

My very soul is reaped apart

Forgive me

For I have sinned

Forget me

For I have brought forth pain

Hate me

For my wishes be done

Love me

For thy pleasure you seek

I am but another doll

Broken by fear of distrust

Uncomfortable fitting in

And surely fired up by doubt

Think of me like summer

You, drenching in the heat

Think of me like autumn

For everything I come close with

Dies and withers

Think of me like winter

Cold, depressing and harsh

But never think of me like spring

For I renew nothing

And I am never gentle

Then again I go back to my world

A world I made with you and me in it

Am I just imagining

I hope not

For in this short life

All I wanted to be

Is to be me

Along with everything I cared for

Who doesn’t…..